today as I was leaving the gym I realized how much im gonna miss living here. everything was so visceral. I looked around and saw so many people outside and  naturally there was music playing and  I just felt like I already missed it. the air was warm and it's so beautiful seeing people enjoy themselves. there's this feeling of belonging here or idk being outside isn't as lonely, there's alway something going on people always greet each other even if you don't know each other, maybe this is what its like back home too and I've just never participated im gonna start saying hi to people more lol, idk its not the same because here its not hi its buenos Dias, buena tarde, o buena noche. and I feel like it wouldn't hit the same.