I want to go home because I keep feeling like its time to return to my responsibilities like I can't keep escaping them also have realized that work is good for me and sometimes I feel like I've been brainwashed without realizing it I feel like I used to be a freer spirit and now I want to return home to work its kind of lame. I did some soul searching here and haven't gotten many answers about myself im more confused now if anything. I didn't want to go back the same. I have a job interview for a job on a farm. and I feel like im missing out on my life but im not I have. a problem with being present I need to be more grateful.